I never thought I would say this, but I am sad to be leaving. I am ready to go for my own reasons, and I do not regret that I am leaving so soon, however, it hurts me that while my reasons for counting down the seconds are valid and pure, they should not be a factor. Everything telling me to get home immediately should not even be a part of my life or in my mind, yet there is always someone, or something, to dampen the mood. I hate that this is the experience that was chosen to cast a shadow over.
Today we went to the clinic to say goodbye. I did not expect to be sad, but they said a few words about us, Pamela said that the doors will always be open and that she hopes that we return. Monica said that we will always be close to their hearts. Isabella was the hardest to say goodbye to because she has been the sweetest person and a great doctor to work with. She asked me for my email so that she can send me information about her very sick daughter so that I can research treatments for her disease in the United States to see if there is anything better there. I pray that I can help even the slightest and I will make it my mission to find answers and I would do anything to raise money to bring her for treatments if that will make her better. I truly hope that after everything I can do something to help and while I did not believe I would say this, I hope to be able to come back one day to visit. They have taught me so much and I feel as though I have given so little. Its sad to say goodbye and I will miss these friends that I have made.
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